Hideeho
Sunday Night Feelings
Posted 09-26-2010 at 06:39 PM by Hideeho
I love blogging to myself. I can get things out of my system that way.
I have good friends. I am blessed by them.
I have good friends on PT and good places to go. This is a blessing, too.
Friends, family, PT -- it's all there, but still I need something different.
A little privacy with some accountability.
I have absolutely been in love with my teaching assignment this year. Love the grade level, the subjects -- math and science (even though I've always been a Lang. Arts kind of person, I wouldn't want to teach that right now), love my kids.
The uncertainty of firsts I'm experiencing would even be acceptable -- grading at the intermediate level, catching up to where my peers are in the lessons -- I could handle that, if I could have had a moratorium of sorts from contentious parents and evaluating administration for just a while longer.
I know that's not realistic. All parents surely have the right to have their questions answered. I need the demand of being evaluated.
Just not now.
But I do have a contentious parent or two hopping on the train and I wish it weren't so.
I do have an evaluation observation next Tueday.
And I'm already nervous.
I just wish it weren't Sunday night.
It's too easy to cry on Sunday nights.
I have good friends. I am blessed by them.
I have good friends on PT and good places to go. This is a blessing, too.
Friends, family, PT -- it's all there, but still I need something different.
A little privacy with some accountability.
I have absolutely been in love with my teaching assignment this year. Love the grade level, the subjects -- math and science (even though I've always been a Lang. Arts kind of person, I wouldn't want to teach that right now), love my kids.
The uncertainty of firsts I'm experiencing would even be acceptable -- grading at the intermediate level, catching up to where my peers are in the lessons -- I could handle that, if I could have had a moratorium of sorts from contentious parents and evaluating administration for just a while longer.
I know that's not realistic. All parents surely have the right to have their questions answered. I need the demand of being evaluated.
Just not now.
But I do have a contentious parent or two hopping on the train and I wish it weren't so.
I do have an evaluation observation next Tueday.
And I'm already nervous.
I just wish it weren't Sunday night.
It's too easy to cry on Sunday nights.
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