Accepting an offer and then declining?

08-09-2018, 04:57 PM
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I'm having a bit of a dilemma. I was offered a maternity leave position for the upcoming school year, which I have accepted, as it's only a few weeks out and I wanted the security of knowing I had a job in place.
With that being said, I've decided to keep an interview for the upcoming week that would be for a permanent position - this is by far not a guaranteed position, but I was actively recruited for it and think I have a good chance at being offered the position.
Just some background about me - I've basically been in temporary positions for the last four years - in 5 different schools. It's becoming exhausting having to move every half year or year to a new school, new district, new student population, etc. The job market in my area being what it is, I've done what I have to do, but I would really love to just settle down into my career and finally be somewhere I can stay.
I would feel incredibly guilty backing out of the job offer I've already received, but I also think they would understand as they were sympathetic in my interview when I talked about how I wanted to find somewhere to call "home" for good. Am I be a completely awful person to decline this offer after I've already accepted? I haven't signed anything or completed any paperwork yet.
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