I feel the same way but what I've found really helps is writing bunches of lesson plans ahead of time. That way when i go home at night i can do things in front of the tv without needing to pay to much attention.
I love my school and the staff and my principal. Everyone is super nice and very supportive. They understand that its my first year and are helpful and encouraging. It helps, but i still worry that my kids aren't learning anything from me.
I was hired a week before school started so I am still trying to get organized. We are also implementing the mondo book system now and its really confusing and stressful. My worry most of the time is that I am behind the other teachers on my team, or I'm not doing things quickly enough.
Parent conferences are coming too... talk about scary.
