Frustrating *Warning Vent*

09-10-2020, 03:09 PM
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Applied to what seems like hundreds of online teaching and tutoring jobs to try and keep my immune compromised child safe and work while homeschooling him in the process. Had an online face to face interview yesterday that seemed to go really well, but guess I was way off the mark. He said I would know by late afternoon today if I got the job and now that it is late evening I guess that's just another big middle finger of rejection. Although I am a certified teacher, with rejection after rejection, it seems the only way I will ever be accepted by a school district is in the capacity of in person sub. I taught summer school online, but that is not good enough. I designed my own online escape rooms and fielded student, parent, and coworker questions sometimes until midnight, but that is not good enough. Nothing ever seems good enough. Once a sub, always a sub, I guess. Honestly, I would rather work part-time at Target in between homeschooling full time, but the joke of it is they probably wouldn't want me either. I have applied to retail jobs in the past and been rejected due to "lack of retail experience". Feel like I am wedged in between a rock and a hard place that I just can't get out of.
Anyone else feel this way?
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