Huh, I think you've hit upon the answer! I ALWAYS try to hide out in my room as much as possible so i think that's the way to go.
What are they doing to try to rule everything? Is it something you can ignore?
You will be labeled as negative and unsocial if you hide out too much. Be yourself,maintain your principles and be very careful who you talk to because some people are expending effort into getting inside the clique and will chat about you to get inside the clique. Don't hide too much and be superficially social.
I am falling in love with the Litany of Humility. In this situation, which I have faced, I do say the litany of humility. It helps me not be so bothered by this.
Here's the litany:
Quote:
O Jesus, meek and humble of heart,
Hear me.
From the desire of being esteemed,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the desire of being loved,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the desire of being extolled,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the desire of being honored,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the desire of being praised,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the desire of being preferred to others,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the desire of being consulted,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the desire of being approved,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the fear of being humiliated,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the fear of being despised,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the fear of suffering rebukes,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the fear of being calumniated,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the fear of being forgotten,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the fear of being ridiculed,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the fear of being wronged,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
From the fear of being suspected,
Deliver me, O Jesus.
That others may be loved more than I,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be esteemed more than I,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That, in the opinion of the world, others may increase and I may decrease,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be chosen and I set aside,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be praised and I go unnoticed,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be preferred to me in everything,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may become holier than I, provided that I may become as holy as I should,
I don’t miss that at all, and I feel for you going through it now! I was always kind but would try to stay in my classroom as much as possible. Stay strong!