Aw, you sound like me! I'm a second year teacher who only worked half of her first school year due to getting "promoted" to Administration (It was a joke). I teach grades 6 and 7 ELA in a large Catholic school. I love it but am thinking I might lose my mind every night - I'm so busy! I totally resonate with your saying "I'm a fraud" as I say that to my husband all the time.
Did you have training to get your teaching accreditation? If you had done student teaching you might be a bit more confident. Do you have a mentor? Can you talk with him/her about the stress you're experiencing, and for reassurance? My mentor is so low-key - she's a good balance to my hyperness! What is ASD?
Good luck to you you will be FINE. Keep showing up every day - that's half of the battle!
